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until, you, !, choose, 🍏, me (2025)
interactive web + sound
featured as part of the online exhibition Kikoku Shu Shu (鬼哭啾啾) by the ghost project
(the piece is not optimized for mobile !)


this piece was born as an exploration of the blog as a web-based device for algorithmic creation. through randomly-assembled posts and a visual layout that reorganizes itself with each page refresh, i wanted to bring forward this interface as what it was always for me at some point: an imagined, media-saturated space of mediated intimacy and affective production

the idea came from the guidelines for the exhibition: a sound piece where the web environment is involved in the listening experience, that explores "the “voices” of ghosts—that is, the voices of those marginalized by society"

web-browsing and music listening were always interconnected for me. i had a blog when i was 15 or 16 or so. i tried looking it up on the wayback machine, but the only snapshots left are from when left it on hiatus. this year (2025) i started a new one, re-learning all the html and css i guess i knew back then and that i had completely forgotten

from then to now, the struggle for connection, sustaining friendships, and such still remain central. i think about the possibility of coming together through mediated means: the internet, guestbooks, media. for some of us, having some kind of mediation is basically like life support for our ability to connect with others and to confront marginalization

i also focused on how a lot of blogs, like my friends' and the ones i used to visit back then, are or were deeply tied with the media the creator engages with, so i decided to let that infuse all the visual imagery of the display. posters on a wall constantly renewing themselves. blogs and (fansites) shrines tightly tied. no clear delimitation between a home(page) and shrine

the sound that accompanies the web is a deconstruction of the di gi charat insert song PARTY☆NIGHT